Is there a point to this, does the effort I put in pay off in the end?

Alone, I sit again with my inner thoughts and wonder what it all means. Is there a point to this, does the effort I put in pay off in the end? A sense of melancholy washes over my day-to-day activities, my routine becoming all too familiar – every day a shitty rerun of the last. The older I get, the harder lessons are to learn, the less joy I get out of the smaller things… read more >